TIME what a tricky little beast

As I sit here sipping my tea on a grey sunday afternoon in London, I cant help but start to think, think about everything from the tiny spider i can see dangling from the window pane to how i actually got here. Sunday is my time to reflect, time to take some time out from the crazy outdoors- a time where i can wear my pjamas all day, drink tea and watch tv without a big pang of guilt about wasting my day, after all this is what sundays are for are they not?

All though the working week we never seem to stop, take a moment, breathe like we feel it through to the tips of our toes and really look at what we have and how truely lucky we all are. No i know many of you maybe thinking, what is she babbling on about? as i rarely do this myself, but ill tell you something, its important and i am going to try my hardest to fing a few minutes everyday to just take a look and take it in.

I am, as i always do going off on a tangent already so i will now attempt to go back to where i started. TIME. Its not that i feel like im old and have done nothing with my life, its just as my 26th birthday looms i can not help but wonder how i got here and what it is i am actually doing? And im  also pretty sure i am not the only 26 year old in this position, infact im not sure any of us know what we are doing or where we are going. So how to change this? this is something that i am hoping to find the answer too, the more i write the more i may find out what it is i want and more importantly who it is that i have become.

I plan to base my blog on finding out who i am and where i want to be going, a journey that i am pretty sure will have its ups and downs but through it all a destination and a happy ending.

Here’s to the journey

XlaraX

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